Two Little Words

Something happened today, something I never believed possible. Something I haven’t been able to admit to myself privately, let alone speak aloud. I spoke two little words. But they’re not little, not at all. I’m suffering. That’s what I said. I’m in pain and I’m sad and full of fear, confusion, occasional despair and it(…)

Moving on, stepping forward

I have been in some very dark places indeed over the past months. Deep pits of blackness that are truly frightening. Depression sucks the life out of you, squeezes every last drop until you are dry and desperate, and then pummels you with despair. It’s the most relentlessly challenging experience I have ever faced. And(…)